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[Dec. 11th, 2009|05:14 pm] |
Dear Santa-
This year, what I'd really like is the ability to finish that one last paper and get that degree I've been working for before my life got derailed. Also, I'd like you to give my sister peace, since being a full time mom and a full time student seems like an incredibly tough gig.
Also, would you please give my mother some peace-she seems to need it too. And will you give my stepdad and my brother whatever it is they each need too, while you're at it?
See, Santa, I've been thinking....I have enough stuff. I don't need any more fancy contraptions or clothing. What I need-what everyone seems to need these days-is peace. Peace of mind, body, and spirit.
I need to stop feeling frantic that I am personally responsible for global warming, for the wars across the world, and for people being obsessed with shallow problems. I need to stop believing that somehow I am less amazing or less deserving than someone else because I didn't follow this year's fashion trends or buy the most efficient hybrid vehicle or whatever it is I'm supposed to be doing.
So Santa....if you wouldn't mind parking your sleigh this year and doling out peace, tranquility, and love, that'd be great.
kthx! |
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| finals are over!!! |
[Dec. 10th, 2009|10:30 pm] |
that's right, i have a minute to breathe again!!
come on, weekend. i need to decompress. |
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| it's been a long time... |
[Nov. 8th, 2009|09:02 pm] |
....i keep getting too busy with life!
i've decided a few things. i'm going to go back through this journal and likely make almost all the old stuff that isn't fun and sexy set to private.
and then i'ma start posting about my sexploits again, which includes the fun i've had topping a boy. zomg hotness. yesterday i let him put his face in my crotch while i was on the phone, but wouldn't let him do anything else. mwahahahaha! fun times.
and also, i am definitely kinky. i definitely cannot date people who are uncomfortable with that. *sigh* |
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| did i mention... |
[Oct. 4th, 2009|11:28 pm] |
...that i love suspensions, and the guy who did that with me at COPE is going to fit me in to play again at another event?
*swoon* |
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| cell popping! |
[May. 10th, 2009|02:35 am] |
i had cell popping done tonight at the dungeon...it looks great! i only have crappy pictures from my camera phone until i get the 'official dungeon photographer' pictures, and since i have a free account i can't figure the hosting...well, that and i'm too damn tired.
if you're my friend on fetlife you can see them there. |
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| fetlife |
[May. 4th, 2009|07:22 pm] |
i'm rawkmehard there too.
and i have a crush on fetlife! |
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| i'm going to san francisco!! |
[Feb. 17th, 2009|07:17 pm] |
in april, with my friend tracie.
i can't remember the last time i went somewhere just for fun!!! |
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| and...I'm back! |
[Sep. 17th, 2008|07:38 pm] |
I lost power sunday night, and just got it back. go me!
So I'm around, everyone, and doing okay. :) |
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| oh shit |
[Jun. 17th, 2008|08:12 pm] |
coffee's getting moved to TONIGHT. as in right now...or in 10 minutes...i need to find clean clothes.
holy shit....wish me luck! |
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| good things about NOT being owned |
[Jun. 15th, 2008|09:27 pm] |
1) i can go to bed whenever i want 2) i can masturbate whenever i want 3) no more compromising when we want to do different things 4) no more bargaining/cajoling him to do things with me when he doesn't feel like it 5) no more movies i don't want to see! 6) no more disappointment that he'll never be The Man for me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 22nd, 2008|08:54 pm] |
Your Score: Pollyanna- INFP 40% Extraversion, 86% Intuition, 40% Thinking, 46% Judging So, you want to make the world a better place? Too bad it's never gonna happen.
Of all the types, you have to be one of the hardest to find fault in. You have a selfless and caring nature. You're a good listener and someone who wants to avoid conflict. You genuinely desire to do good.
Of course, these all add up to an incredibly overpowered conscience which makes you feel guilty and responsible when anything goes wrong. Of course, it MUST be your fault EVERYTIME.
Though you're constantly on a mission to find the truth, you have no use for hard facts and logic, which is a source of great confusion for those of us with brains. Despite this, in a losing argument, you're not above spouting off inaccurate fact after fact in an effort to protect your precious values.
You're most probably a perfectionist, which in this case, is a bad thing. Any group work is destined to fail because of your incredibly high standards.
Disregard what I said before. You're just easy to find fault in as everyone else!
Luckily, you're generally very hard on yourself, meaning I don't need to waste my precious time insulting you. Instead, just find all your own faults and insult yourself.
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If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this.
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The other personality types are as follows...
Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Crackpot - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
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| one word! |
[Apr. 3rd, 2008|08:54 pm] |
1.Where is your mobile phone? ~~desk 2.Your significant other? ~~Master 3.Your hair? ~~up 4.Your mother? ~~amazing 5.Your father? ~~around 6.Your favorite thing? ~~chillin' 7.Your dream last night? ~~arts 8.Your favorite drink? ~~diet 9.Your dream/goal? ~~peace 10.The room you're in? ~~study 11.Your ex? ~~who? 12.Your fear? ~~indifference 13.Where do you want to be in 6 years? ~~thriving 14.Where were you last night? ~~home 15.What you're not? ~~stupid 16.Muffins? ~~eh 17.One of your wish list items? ~~dungeon 18.Where you grew up? ~~willows 19.The last thing you did? ~~spoke 20.What are you wearing? ~~clothes 21.Your TV? ~~where? 22.Your pets? ~~nil 23.Your computer? ~~is 24.Your life? ~~soundtrack-y 25.Your mood? ~~content 26.Missing someone? ~~always 27.Your car? ~~serviceable 28.Something you're not wearing? ~~panties! 29.Favorite Store? ~~organized 30.Your summer? ~~full 31.Like someone? ~~duh 32.Your favorite color? ~~blue 33.When is the last time you laughed? ~~recently 34.Last time you cried? ~~tuesday |
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| i'm wearing grumpy pants |
[Mar. 24th, 2008|09:59 am] |
seriously, i'm sick. i woke up yesterday not feeling too great, but this morning i feel like i got hit by a truck.
i had to bargain with myself to find ways to stay up until 9 last night. i think i passed out at 9:15.
i seriously want to kick my roommate in the face, though doing so would take all the energy i possess and then i'd have to take a nap.
he's here, and he's had the radio on full blast since 9 this morning. i'm sure normally that's not a problem because i'm gone before 8 for work. but he is completely unconcerned with the fact that his NPR stories, while delightful, woke me up and haven't been able to get back to sleep.
i am, all too soon, going to march in his room and tell him to turn it the fuck down. or at least ask him if he's leaving soon. and since i'm sick, i don't care if i'm bitchy! mwahahaha.
truthfully, i want him out of my house. i'm done. but that's another story for another day. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 10th, 2008|09:24 pm] |
i have so much to say.
i just can't find the words.
*sigh* |
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| i'm so smart! |
[Dec. 14th, 2007|11:08 pm] |
Your Score: Very Well-Rounded
You have: 70% SCIENTIFIC INTUITION and 62% EMOTIONAL INTUITION
| The graph on the right represents your place in Intuition 2-Space. As you can see, you scored above average on emotional intuition and above average on scientific intuition. (Weirdly, your emotional and scientific intuitions are equally strong.) |
| Your Emotional Intuition score is a measure of how well you understand people, especially their unspoken needs and sympathies. A high score score usually indicates social grace and persuasiveness. A low score usually means you're good at Quake.
Your Scientific Intuition score tells you how in tune you are with the world around you; how well you understand your physical and intellectual environment. People with high scores here are apt to succeed in business and, of course, the sciences. |
Try my other test! The 3 Variable Funny Test It rules.
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| ho ho ho! |
[Nov. 19th, 2007|10:30 pm] |
size=6>Dear Santa...</font>
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In July I set wildblue117's puppy on fire (-66 points). In October djwickwild and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In September I punched musicman316 in the arm (-10 points). In February I committed genocide... Sorry about that, pitthappens (-5000 points). In January I bought porn for dez_nutz (10 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-5055 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely, rawk_me_hard </td></tr></table>
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| sigh |
[Nov. 11th, 2007|10:59 pm] |
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gratitude frees those parts of the self that have formed an attachment to suffering.... |
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| reasons for no pictures |
[Aug. 19th, 2007|01:02 am] |
not long after i posted about pictures, my schedule went crazy, and then i went to toronto for 10 days for a conference!
so, i apologize for the delay. hopefully soon?
in the meantime, i told Sir i'm in love with Him. it went rather well. :) |
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| Holy hawtness, batman! |
[Jul. 26th, 2007|03:59 pm] |
Has anyone gone back through and re-read some of my entries? Talk about hot stuff!
i have to tell you all, those of you who read this anymore, that my daily life really seems to interfere with giving you all your masturbation fodder, and for that, i once again apologize.
Maybe i could indulge you with a little story or two. And i could tell you that Sir has over 400 pictures of me in a variety of compromising positions...if you ask nicely, i might even get Him to upload them all and show me how to put them all here for you to see.
Or maybe i could just tell you all that Sir bought a new spreader bar when i was gone last week, and that it sounds delicious when i'm in the middle of having an orgasm and all the restraints clink against each other.
Or just maybe, i should tell you that Sir may get to watch me top another woman in the near future....
My life is hawt! |
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